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A meditation from a Catholic prisoner who joins us for Mass every day by Radio Maria. A few years ago he received the grace of deciding to deepen his prayer, and started praying regularly with three other prisoners. Now they are locked in their cells 23 hours per day, but are still united with each other – and now with Catholics all over the world – by Radio Maria. Here’s his reflection on Mass at this time, for which we are very grateful. Let’s pray for him and for all prisoners.

As I listen once more to Mass during this time of distance,

Eyes closed, listening to the words of the Eucharistic Prayer,

Listening in raptured love,

To the words that become the door for the Eternal Word to become once more Present,

Disguised as bread and wine, eyes and hearts of faith feel the presence, through the air waves, of Christ,

My heart quickens in love.

Time stretches out and at the same time, compresses,

As with the disciples my heart says,

“Lord, it is good for us to be here,

Let us build tents so that we can remain here.”

Then reality hits with the crack as the Bread is broken once more.

The mystery of Christ is only complete in sacrifice, in His suffering.

It is this with which He nourishes us, His faithful.

Bringing strength and peace:

Strength in the realisation that if we suffer,

Christ suffered too and paid the price to make us right with the Father and each other;

Peace as He enters our heart and soul,

Broken yet whole,

Broken by light, made whole in Him.